new xanga:

www.xanga.com/yO_its_juju

got this from suzi since she told me to fill it out for her and figured might as well make use of this xanga by putting this so fill leave a comment and fill it out for judddddyyyyy thanks tooodles!

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your xanga and see what I say about you?
35. Do I have your phone number? If not put it:

i've been thinking this for a while.. and i honestly think that it will happen even if i try so hard to not make it happen. for some weird reason, i have a feeling that this will happen.

i'm going to lose everyone. meaning my friends. no one's going to be here for me anymore. something i'm going to do, is going to force my friends to make the choice to leave me.

i just keep having this feeling that it's going to happen. maybe i'm just paranoid. it's just my opinion. don't freak out. although i think some people will freak out and get mad. and, i'm always doing something wrong now.

and... i told you you fell in love with the wrong girl. there's always someone so much better.

i'm only writing because i have nothing to do and no one to talk to. everyone's at the movies.

im done i guess. i don't know what to write

-judy

[edit]

"i just keep having this feeling that it's going to happen. maybe i'm just paranoid. it's just my opinion. don't freak out. although i think some people will freak out and get mad. and, i'm always doing something wrong now."

sorry if i was just having a weird feeling and i was just writing what i was thinking about. -.-

i'm bored so i just decided to write in this shit.

let's see..

i hate drama. fuckin bullshit. ergh nevermind. i don't want to write anymore. i don't like telling people how i feel.. only certain people. well whatever next subject

cat stayed at my house till 9 yesterday. that was cool. :] we had a couple of good talks and we were debating! it was funny. -sigh- good times. mahal kita ateh.

and the other day i went to her house and i helped her make egg salad and that was good.. so i came home and made some. lol

cat's birthday is coming up. if you didn't know.

everyday seems like a waste now.

i'm working on halloween. so i can't go trick or treating with cat. :\ never went trick-or-treating in my life either. parents don't let. but when i was REALLY little i remember i was about to, and in LA they used to egg the apartments and when i barely walked down the corner.. with my mom.. an egg hit my leg from the roof of the other building and it hurt like shit so i cried and my mom took me back. only bout 15 steps away. or less. and it was just going to be me and my mom trick or treating. honestly, i don't even think she wanted me to go but i probably begged her or soomething. can't remember.

my back hurts. and i'm having another 'heart attack'.

my dad yelled at me in the car because i was listening to toxicity.

i don't think i can go to the movies on friday even though it was for cat's birthday because my mom said no because she doesn't want me going out too much and cuz i went to knotts.. two weeks ago? and yeah. i'll ask again.

i feel stupid.

i wanna call cat. but its 12: 25 AM.

i lie, so that people will think that everything is okay and so they will not feel sorry or bad for me or feel the need that they must worry or help me because i feel helpless when people think that and it makes me want to cry. i cry practically everyday now too.

i stole a pair of black chopsticks from a restaurant today. just because they're black. yep yep.

i had a really good talk and time with cat yesterday and i know i already said that.

some lady at jack in the box bought over 40 dollars worth of food yesterday. when i was ordering my food she comes back and interrupts me.

i heard music earlier and i thought it was coming from marissa's house because of her party so i was about call and tell her to shut up or else i'm going to call the cops.

my grandma bought me a 69 dollars guess jacket. i like it. but it's red. that's okay. no one should ever spend that much money on me. even if its clothing. my grandma shouldve just bought me a plain jacket. i like things plain. sometimes. i guess.

i should go now because my dad is going to start bitching.

toodles.

erm. hi. nothing special about today.

-judy